Feeling retarded after what you said
Tirelessly imagine perspectives
How did so and so interpret my gaffe?
Maybe it was viewed as a joke – for laughs…
Well, I’m in a regular class so then…
How could I be retarded? They know that!
Am I blowing this out of proportion?
Twisted minds can do mental contortions
But anyway, why did I say that dumb shit?
No more lapses; rehearse before speaking
But I’m still brooding over this blunder
I must address it, to wane my wonder
“Hey, oh…that dumb thing I said yesterday…”
“What dumb thing?”
“I’m not retarded, okay?!”