Sitting on my hands trying not to open up another can of….
Sipping on a mango Arizona
With a bag of kratom on my side
I’m trying to survive although I do not know for what reason I wish to stay alive
Sipping on an A&W cream soda
It is flat like my affect but it tastes good despite that
I am perverted with my thinking yet as sweet as what I’m drinking
Now ME sipping on coconut water
Thinking about how life would be if that fun kid was my daughter
Would she be a blessing or a bother?
Or can a blessing be a bother?