I met her and spoke no words to upset her
Thought thoughts in which I undress her
Perhaps she has grown to despise me
I type with complete trust
knowing she could probably pulverize me.
My gratitude is real, if I could express it in a hug
I would do so.
Please do not hurt me
Allow me to live in my mundo.
I am not attracted anymore
to the girl at that store.
But if you want you can accompany me
and I will ask her out in front of you
and then we will see…
Absorption, by now you know
I tend to blow details (lol)
out of proportion.
The girl at that store, attraction based solely
on superficiality…because in all actuality
I’m tired of masturbating.
I’ve done it so much, the record
I must have shattered it.
But to me you are worth more than
How can I make you believe?
Love is a strong word
I wonder if I should use it
Would it be yet another instance of making myself look foolish?
Again, thank you for not harming Jose
And I’m sorry if he could not save the day